MUSINGS

Jealousy is a fear.

A fear you can be replaced because you don't believe in yourself.

I hate my job. I am not too fond of the way our office manager deals with people in this work place also. She just basically sticks her head in the sand and does nothing while certain people sit at their desk and pretend to work all the while reading trash magazines and reading email on the internet. By the way the computers are new and the email reader opened unknown email and the computer got a virus. The office manager had to completely reformat it and still has not said a thing to this girl. She has been working here for about 4 months and literally does nothing and gets paid all the while others are picking up her slack.

I feel God has a purpose for me in this job but it is so hard to stay focused when things are going on in this place that is just crap. I just don't understand.

U know, I was thinking this morning that my page is called "musings"  so I looked the word up on dictionary.com and this is what it means:

Deep in thought; contemplative

and then I thought hmmm, I don't put any deep thoughts on here......guess I better get busy. ;)

My grandma had heart surgery today. They put a pacemaker in today, she came out of surgery well and healthy. Thanks for all your prayers. :)

I would like to ask you all to lift my grandma in prayer. She is in the hospital having heart trouble.  They had to shock her heart three times the other day when they were doing a procedure b/c her heart was not beating right and now she is back in the hospital. They found a blockage in her leg and the dr. thinks there is one in her heart also. My grandma is just like my second mom. I love her alot, I have never lost anyone close to me and I pray that we don't lose her. Thanks you guys for your prayers for her.

I hope all you wonderful fathers out there have a wonderful fathers day. May God bless you richly on this day. :)

I have decided to go back to school. I know it will be tough going to school and working but in the end it will be well worth it. I went to college after I had gotten out of high school but never knew what I wanted to be and now that I am all grown up, lol, I know what I want to be. :)  I would greatly appreciate your prayers for strength to make it through these next couple of years.  I feel I know an inkling of what my purpose is for God and this is just the beginning of it.

My hubby's little sister gave birth to an 8 lb. baby boy Friday. His name is Isaiah Daniel, he is 21 inches long. I can't wait to be able to see him (they live out of state).

If you click on "Impressions," to the left, there are a few pics  I wanted to share. First is our new Jack Russell Terrier named Missy, second is what happens when we don't find someone quick enough in hide-n-seek, and the next one is the foundation on our house.  It will be framed in the next couple of weeks. I will share that with you all then.  :)  I hope you all are doing well. God bless you and yours.

Howdy all. I have decided to move to this location and try it out for awhile. :)